Today is one of the hardest days. Today we had to say goodbye to the best boy, to my best friend, Ryder. I’m feeling lost and heartbroken, and I just don’t have the words to adequately describe the loss of my beautiful boy. He was perfect inside and out, and will leave a huge hole in my life and in my heart. I knew this day was coming, but I still wasn’t ready. While we were blessed with 14 years together, it still wasn’t long enough.
